Saturday, February 26, 2005

A Special Nite




きょうあさ 早い おきました。
天気は あまり よくなかったです、雨でしたから。
でも、わたしの機嫌がすてきですよ! c”,)
今晩 わたしは はじめて正式なコンサートを演奏する。


あの、コンサートで みんな服せんぶ黒いずくめだった。
わたしは黒いドレスがありませんでしたから、ははに服をかしました。
ブラウスも スカートも 黒いでした~ 暑いですね!


1pmごろ コンサートのところ(Old Parliament House)へ行きました。
このところは有名なビルです。古い欧洲のスタイルです、そして とでも きれいな~
ああ、音楽の音響效果はよかったもですよ~
わたしでちは1pmから 5pmまで 真剣なリハーサルをしました。
みなさんは よく神経質、そして こふんさせる。
幾つかの グループ写真を撮りました。
写真をたのしみにするね!


7.30pmぐらい コンサートは はじめました。
皆さんは バイオリンが とても上手です。巣晴らしい芸の人ですね~
私は8月ぐらいだけ バイオリンを 習いました、あまり 自信が ありませんでした。
時々 少し 間違いがありました、でも 大体 大丈夫でした。(そうだといいが!)^_^!!
これは特別な経験するですね、そして たにしいです。
割れんばかりの拍手に、私は決定 これから バイオリンを より多の練習お します~


誰でも忘れがたい思い出をいくつか持っているでしょう。
今日は いつも 私の特別な思い出

Friday, February 25, 2005

Synopsis of Present Life

声声慢

忙忙碌碌,紧紧张张,昏昏沉沉混混。
学期将尽时候,最难将息。
三杯两罐香片,怎敌他倦意来袭?
日尽也,正抓狂,却是昨日旧梦。
满桌白纸凌乱。
憔悴损,如今有谁去理?
守著作文,独自怎批得完?
公文更兼考卷,到期末、绵绵不绝。
这次第,怎一个 忙 字了得!

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Contrast


天上的星星, 为何 像人群一般的拥挤呢

地上的人们, 为何 又像星星一样的疏远呢?

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

looks like a Flower, but is the Serpent underneath

I cant believe it! Why cant he see it? Why? He even use “cute” to describe her, he even considered her proposal seriously….. God…….

She is pretty, she has a innocent appearance, but so what?
A decent girl will never do such a thing, at least I will never make such proposal to a guy… Never Never Never!! Under the disguised cloak of kawai look, she is a totally irresponsible and flirtatious person.
He is so stupid! Why cant he see this?

How can anyone, who already know that this bgr relationship is never possible, yet still glue herself to the guy like a parasite? He showed me some parts of their MSN conversation history: She even repeatedly invites him to “enjoy the present 4 months to the fullest”, that they “got no time to waste”, that “to create happy memories for each other”, that "if we start now, we still have 4 months of happy memory, if we didnt do anything, we will not have any memory at all"….
She is a girl somemore… 那么不自爱… offering herself to a guy in such a way........ a '4-mths-stand'?

I have cellulite and cringe whenever I think abt her suggested proposal and coquette actions..
One should not start the relationship at all, if knowing that it is nil possibility to have a good ending... 就是有这么不负责任的人,现在社会人与人的关系才会变得那么乱

What she see is present, what she care is her lust, 享受眼前,游戏人生的态度及程度让人瞠目结舌 The most nauseous thing is that she even try to make her actions seems justified, courageous and pure by disguising it under the name of love..

She can be so open to him, think she can be the same to everyone
whoever is her next target..
And donno she had done the same thing to how many guys before le..

For her, there is no commitment in relationship, no security, no true happiness, no future, no promise, nothing… except her empty soul, and heartbroken parents ba, if they found out what their daughter is like

please let my bro come back to his senses… don't be blinded by her appearance...
Mom is very worried.... 她的眉头自听到消息的那天后,就没舒展过了…

Friday, February 18, 2005

心情转变

这几天好忙啊~
但至少这个星期,到今天总算告一段落了。
IT Director 应该还满意吧,希望校长和主任也就别挑剔太多了。

直到今天,才有时间仔细欣赏在客厅里的花。玫瑰、百合、海芋、绣球花束等…
妈笑说我们家这下子可真“鸟语花香”了,真亏她还有心情说笑

朋友说我是个奇怪的人,或许我真的是吧。前几天接到花和礼物时的惊讶和开心的感觉已没有了,取而代之的是回忆和理智。

这些花,没了水分,花瓣和叶子已开始卷曲,就如同我的心,慢慢地枯萎死去,毫无生气,但表面上看来,还是和当初怒放时一样的鲜艳动人。

妈问我要做成干燥花吗? Maybe…. Maybe not…..

Monday, February 14, 2005

白色的情人节

认识他,是偶然中的必然

喜欢上他,是必然中的偶然


缘分让我俩相识相知, 性格迥异让我俩相隔相斥


相遇,悄悄然,来无音,如秋叶般飘落
别离,轻轻然,去无声,如冬雪般溶逝


如果转瞬便能失去记忆
我就可以不这么患得患失..

为什么欢乐总是乍现就凋落?


问世间情为何物,悲欢离合几多愁?
人生难得几回醉,醉过方知心已碎.

Saturday, February 12, 2005

Stay Young Always ^_~

Forrest Gump said “life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you gonna get”
And yeah, I think this is very true~ ^_^

Everyday is full of little surprises, different satisfaction of life and enjoyment~

At first we thought it was gonna be another monotonous day, then Mom said she wanted to redeem her shopping voucher. Hence we went to the shopping mall in town.
We happened to see this pre-valentine event in the mall. It was a free dance lesson, taught by 2 instructors from a dance studio, at the public atrium of the mall. Everyone was invited to pop in and join the lesson and fun. The 2 dance they teaching were salsa and tango.


At first, the passer-bys were very shy, most of the pple just fold their arms and stand at the side, and watch. (typical asian reaction) well, I have no reason to criticize them cos we were one of them too~ =p

But later, we saw families who joined in too, little girls and boys dancing too, and the place was like a carnival party~ Hehe! And surprisingly, mom asked me whether I wanna muck in together~ Mom is still young at heart ne! hoho~

Cool music, fun atmosphere, nice pple, delightful laughter, and comical movements
Mom and I enjoyed the day~

Well, everyone of us still have the mischievous and playful little child embedded within...
Sometimes, we really need to have a more relaxing attitude towards life, and not to be overcautious abt the image we need to uphold.


Stay Young Always!

Ecstatically Depressed

最近一位好友把他那长到不容忽视的msn nick改了,变成“Ecstatically depressed”

唉, I am really oblivious ne, took me sometime to realize this change..

当天还在网上遇到他,只顾叽叽喳喳地说着自己的事,没去注意到他的情绪…
这让我想起那天,逼着他吃地瓜,结果一转过身就忘了,随手就叫了计程车。还好他刀枪不入,练得一幅金刚不坏之身,忍受得住我的迷糊,要不然一般的男生早就躲得远远的呢,谁还敢来接近我呀~

只是不知道何事让这位“铁人”感到沮丧呢?
Hope that he is feeling better now

人活在世间,许多观念就在一瞬间,快乐与不快乐也是自己瞬间的念头。
如果那阵子过得春风得意,无须太高兴;如果那阵子过得不尽人意,也无须太沮丧。人生嘛,本是简简单单的事情。太认真,只会惹得一身伤。

凡是往好的方面想,日子会过得比较舒畅~

明天又是新的一天,是个新的开始,是个好的开始

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

dining at restaurant

Me and my bro


Today is the second day of the Chinese New Year break.
Bro booked out from his army camp, and we had lunch outside.
haha! me still cant get use to his new hair style, but it is neat and easy to maintain though~
and most important of all, it is cooling~ hoho~
He always gets irritated when i touch his hair, but haha! who cares~
现在不把握机会,还趁何时?
hmm, we all eat a lot during this period... sigh... me getting fat loh

Monday, February 07, 2005

my graduation photo

今天去拿了我的毕业照。

我的办事效率还真有够慢的,毕业将近半年多了,还是妈妈提醒我赶快把这件事办妥。

带着学士帽、手中拿着毕业证书,这张照片见证了我的人生的一个阶段。

如果时间可以重来,我希望回到四年前。时间可以重来吗?不能了,回不去了

曾经的怀想就如那昨日的旧课本和过气的明星海报一样被四处遗弃。

是谁捡起了我的心情看了,又是谁把它丢在风里?

还依稀记得当年宿舍的样子,还依稀记得同学微笑的神态,还依稀记得……记得那时候天总是很蓝,日子总过得太慢

一个个熟悉的场景映入眼帘,许多尘封的往事再次脱颖而出,遥远又朦胧……

看着照片,有点认不出照片里的人。以前和现在的生活已有了距离,仅靠回忆联系着。

日渐泛黄的回忆,我能留住多少?

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Violin Practice

went for string ensemble practice last nite till 11pm.

Ahh… have a lot to catch up… I just cant get the tempo right… and my bow direction is always different from others *_*!!

During the prac, there is this bar that it is suppose to rest,
hmm, I am the only one in the whole band who didn't catch the tempo and played the next note…
although they say that it is good to be an early bird, I seriously don't think it is in this case; it sounds so loud and abrupt in the silence… Arghhhhhhhhh~~ me so embarrassed… =p

Think my face must have turned red… cos I feel hot

我要加油!

The annual concert performance is getting near. I must ganbate!

Sunday, January 30, 2005

Equivalent Exchange

何かを得るためには同等の代価が必要となる。

生活、等価交換の原則。

In order to gain something, one must sacrifice another of equivalent value.

That is the law of Living.

Equivalent exchange.

Monday, January 24, 2005

cant breath.....

I am feeling so frustrated now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant think properly, cant concentrate, cant do anything

i am suffocating!!!!!!!!!!

no one except myself is to be blamed

i made myself trapped in such shitty situation...................................................


what do i want for my life? can i ever achieve it ????????






i am such an sad being, living in my own remorseful world


Saturday, January 22, 2005

Praying Hard

爷爷前晚突然呼吸困难,连夜送急诊。

奶奶吓得血压高出正常的一倍。
一时急起来,忘了要打救护车求救。邻居正好又出去了,没人在家。还好临时联络上大姨,紧急送医。

好担心
万一怎么了,怎么办…

为什么好好一家人要分两地??why am I here????

今晚,思念满溢,溅湿了我的眼睛
游子的心情特别强烈,像是一支笨拙的小船,遥遥摆摆, 靠不了岸

Thursday, January 13, 2005

すてきな晩

友達は 私に チケットを あげます。 hoho! 
そして きょばん 私は ははと 友達と 慈善音楽会へ ききました。
これは とてもすてきなコンサートです。そして おもしろいです。
芸能人は 若いですが、楽器はとても上手です。
どんあちいさなしんぼもりょくあってのことだね。 c",)
特に 最後の芸能人(Huqin Quartet と T’ang Quartet with piano)
彼らは 自信のあるです、そして 遊び好きです。
たのしい ね~ ^_^
お母さんはべっどにつくが早いか、すぐねむってしまった。

ああ、totorotan さん 誕生日おめでとう~

Monday, January 10, 2005

Le_Papillon

A friend introduced me a song not long ago.
A very cute french song, and it has the same name as Le_Papillon~ ^_^

“为什么鸡会下蛋?”——因为蛋都要变成小鸡
“为什么情侣们要亲吻?”——因为鸽子们咕咕叫
“为什么漂亮的花会凋谢?”——因为那是游戏的一部分
“为什么会有魔鬼又会有上帝?”——是为了让好奇的人有话可说

“为什么木头会在火里燃烧?”——是为了我们像毛毯一样的暖
“为什么大海会有低潮?”——是为了让人们说:“再来点”
“为什么太阳会消失?”——为了地球另一边的装饰
“为什么会有魔鬼又会有上帝?”——是为了让好奇的人有话可说

“为什么狼要吃小羊?”——因为他们也要吃东西
“为什么是乌龟和兔子跑?”——因为光跑没什么用
“为什么天使会有翅膀?”——为了让我们相信有圣诞老人
“为什么会有魔鬼又会有上帝?”——是为了让好奇的人有话可说

"你喜欢我们的旅行吗?"
"非常喜欢"
"我们看到了很多漂亮的东西,不是吗?"
"可惜我没能看到蟋蟀"
"为什么是蟋蟀?"
"还有蜻蜓"
"也许下一次吧"
"我能问你点事情吗?"
"又有什么事?"
"我们继续,不过由你来唱?"
"绝对不可以"
"来吧"
"不不不"
"这是最后一段了"
"你是不是有点得寸进尺了呢?"
"嗯呵~~"

“为什么我们的心会『滴答』?”——因为雨会发出『淅沥』声
“为什么时间会跑得这么快?”——是风把它都吹跑了
“为什么你要我握着你的手?”——因为和你在一起,我感觉很温暖
“为什么会有魔鬼又会有上帝”——是为了让好奇的人有话可说

Saturday, January 08, 2005

剩下两个人的下午

开学了,越来越忙
忙些什么,也不是很清楚……
却在这当儿,心血来潮想练练钢琴。
雨,下了一整个下午。妈又在沙发上看书,我练着我的琴。
慵懒恬静的气氛,带着点寂寥的味道




Tuesday, January 04, 2005

still remember

Sing an old, old song...
Misty, under the moon.
Memory, paling,
look to the far horizon,
for a feeling i know not the name...

今天是他的生日。
他惊讶我居然还记得,
是啊,我还记得。
唱首歌吧,祝他生日快乐

Monday, January 03, 2005

Peeking into 2005

"A new year may bring anything."

Now be honest... How many of you read that sentence and imagined something negative?
I hope not too many.
Last Nov 20th I'd never even heard the word 'blog' before. Imagine! And yet now this blog has become a part of my everyday life.


Who knows what a new year may bring? I have a feeling this year will bring enormous changes for me. My small bro went for army... my big bro went for his intern far away, meaning we'll be separated from my 2 bros for the first time in 24 years. Huge changes!


i need to concentrate on the languishing dreams that was buried at the back of my mind, or get left behind in a stagnant pool. Whether that means self enrichment by signing up for courses or just be more active in making friends…
Me feeling happier now, as I have visions for my life, and working towards it.
It permeates everything, and everyone. i discover new paths which take me to new places. spiritually.

For each of us, this new year will bring new paths, new people, new experiences. The excitement of the journey, though, is spoiled if we travel afraid. Or, with a mind which resents new things.
I should not dwell on the past anymore…

Friday, December 31, 2004

at the wedding dinner



哈哈!两个不常拍照的人~
左:不吃芹菜和香菜的人
右:不吃海鲜的人
共同点:同一天生日,而且都很会流汗 ^_^!!