Donno why, I decided to tell my penpal the truth today. It is a thought at that moment, a sudden decision, I don't even have time to think of the possible consequences. But sometimes, if one think too much, nothing will get done in the end. 选日不如撞日吧！
Pple ask me why I keep this secret for so long, 5 years is not a short time. And why I decide to tell the truth now, which I can actually keep it with me forever. That’s a good question, and honestly, I donno the answer to that too... Guess I am a strange person ba. That is the only logical explanation.
He said that he wonders what will happen if I reveal the truth to him 5 years ago instead of now. Will anything be different? Donno..
Well, nobody knows…
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Staying Single
把礼物辗转地还给他了。
这个在心中的担子，终于可卸下。
虽已24岁了，骨子里还是那个极度害羞的人啊，到了嘴边的话，又硬生生地收了回来。
想知道的答案，无从得知了
我喜欢腼腆而羞涩的男孩。这样的男孩子却往往不会喜欢我。 我总小心翼翼地维持着友谊的平衡，个性使然，我永远也鼓不起表白的勇气；而通常这些人，即便喜欢我，也不会主动向我表白。
就只好当作是朋友吧，但有时就这样不了了之
继续选择孤单吧。
情人，宁缺勿滥。
这个在心中的担子，终于可卸下。
虽已24岁了，骨子里还是那个极度害羞的人啊，到了嘴边的话，又硬生生地收了回来。
想知道的答案，无从得知了
我喜欢腼腆而羞涩的男孩。这样的男孩子却往往不会喜欢我。 我总小心翼翼地维持着友谊的平衡，个性使然，我永远也鼓不起表白的勇气；而通常这些人，即便喜欢我，也不会主动向我表白。
就只好当作是朋友吧，但有时就这样不了了之
继续选择孤单吧。
情人，宁缺勿滥。
Saturday, March 19, 2005
business class
第一次坐上商务舱，哦不，应说是第二次了。
第一次是很小的时候，所以没什么深刻的印象，只觉得座位很大很舒服，大姐姐时不时拿不同的玩具给我玩，不一回儿问我要不要喝果汁、或吃甜品蛋糕之类的，比起以前坐后面时的大姐姐好太多了。
多年后的今天，因累积飞行公里数的 points足够了，这次的旅程升级到商务舱。
实际体验了商务舱和经济舱的差别。我们像是刘姥姥进大观园一样，对商务舱所提供的服务感到既兴奋又好奇。
从办理 check in开始，服务人员在服务上就好很多，和我们有说有笑，聊着有的没的。进了关卡后，它有特别的休息室，里头的装潢呈现古典的欧洲风格。播着轻音乐，杂志报纸在一旁，任君选择。也有提供早餐，采用 buffet style。也有一个小吧台，咖啡、各种酒类等饮料任你点，当场为你调制
上了飞机，位子大不说，就连坐的椅子的材质也比较软，还有各种调整，不只椅背可向后靠，头的两侧也可调，这样睡觉时就不会睡到脖子酸了。脚也有垫子，和在家睡觉几乎没什么两样。他们还提供卫生拖鞋呢！
小姐的服务更不在话下，时不时为我们递上茶水酒类饮料、小点心、甜点之类的。还有特别的 menu，有三样主菜可选。用餐时，还真的跟在餐厅用餐没什么两样。空服人员会先帮我们铺上桌巾，再一道道地上菜。面包、水果沙拉、熏肉、主菜、水果拼盘、甜点、hagen dazz 冰淇淋。酒类的选择也多了好多。而且空服人员在称呼上也亲切多了，因为她们会记住乘客的姓氏，称呼我陈小姐，我弟弟陈先生。
我还没做完日文功课，拿出来赶工。空服小姐看到了，走过来跟我聊了起来。没想到她是在日本留学过的呢，难怪她跟左边走道的日本乘客用日语讲得那么溜。那正好，不会的问题就请教她吧。她还真的很有耐心地一一跟我解释呢！不一会儿便做完了。哈哈！よかったね！
感觉不出时间在过，一下子就抵达彰宜机场了。
This is the best flying experience I ever had~
第一次是很小的时候，所以没什么深刻的印象，只觉得座位很大很舒服，大姐姐时不时拿不同的玩具给我玩，不一回儿问我要不要喝果汁、或吃甜品蛋糕之类的，比起以前坐后面时的大姐姐好太多了。
多年后的今天，因累积飞行公里数的 points足够了，这次的旅程升级到商务舱。
实际体验了商务舱和经济舱的差别。我们像是刘姥姥进大观园一样，对商务舱所提供的服务感到既兴奋又好奇。
从办理 check in开始，服务人员在服务上就好很多，和我们有说有笑，聊着有的没的。进了关卡后，它有特别的休息室，里头的装潢呈现古典的欧洲风格。播着轻音乐，杂志报纸在一旁，任君选择。也有提供早餐，采用 buffet style。也有一个小吧台，咖啡、各种酒类等饮料任你点，当场为你调制
上了飞机，位子大不说，就连坐的椅子的材质也比较软，还有各种调整，不只椅背可向后靠，头的两侧也可调，这样睡觉时就不会睡到脖子酸了。脚也有垫子，和在家睡觉几乎没什么两样。他们还提供卫生拖鞋呢！
小姐的服务更不在话下，时不时为我们递上茶水酒类饮料、小点心、甜点之类的。还有特别的 menu，有三样主菜可选。用餐时，还真的跟在餐厅用餐没什么两样。空服人员会先帮我们铺上桌巾，再一道道地上菜。面包、水果沙拉、熏肉、主菜、水果拼盘、甜点、hagen dazz 冰淇淋。酒类的选择也多了好多。而且空服人员在称呼上也亲切多了，因为她们会记住乘客的姓氏，称呼我陈小姐，我弟弟陈先生。
我还没做完日文功课，拿出来赶工。空服小姐看到了，走过来跟我聊了起来。没想到她是在日本留学过的呢，难怪她跟左边走道的日本乘客用日语讲得那么溜。那正好，不会的问题就请教她吧。她还真的很有耐心地一一跟我解释呢！不一会儿便做完了。哈哈！よかったね！
感觉不出时间在过，一下子就抵达彰宜机场了。
This is the best flying experience I ever had~
saying goodbye
转眼间，几天就这么匆匆而过。
今早的天气特别冷，空气潮湿，阵阵冷风不断
爷爷起得特别早，坚持要送我们离开。独自坐在餐桌前，等着我们把行李放到车上去后，剩下些许的时间说说话
最害怕就是这个时候，凝重的离别气氛让我不知所措。
虽然经历此时场景无数回了，但依旧不习惯。
“阿公，你要多保重，好好照顾身体…”
“你也是啊，要注意自己的安全…”
好像还要叮咛、交待些什么，欲言又止，最后还是没说什么。
接着的便是沉默
我明白，爷所要说的话，都已经是说过不下几十遍的老话了
爷要叮嘱的，我都知道，我要说的，爷也都知道
下次见面是多久后呢？是什么样的情况呢？
临走前，我抱了抱爷爷，头靠在他的肩上，拍拍他的背
“阿公，要加油啊”
爷红了眼眶，别过脸去
我不善言语，词穷了，找不到适当的话……
顿时发现自己也哽咽了…
上了车，透过玻璃窗看爷爷奶奶，他们手牵着手，站在门口目送我们
奶奶递卫生纸给爷爷拭泪，
看起来好寂寞…
心情好沉重
今早的天气特别冷，空气潮湿，阵阵冷风不断
爷爷起得特别早，坚持要送我们离开。独自坐在餐桌前，等着我们把行李放到车上去后，剩下些许的时间说说话
最害怕就是这个时候，凝重的离别气氛让我不知所措。
虽然经历此时场景无数回了，但依旧不习惯。
“阿公，你要多保重，好好照顾身体…”
“你也是啊，要注意自己的安全…”
好像还要叮咛、交待些什么，欲言又止，最后还是没说什么。
接着的便是沉默
我明白，爷所要说的话，都已经是说过不下几十遍的老话了
爷要叮嘱的，我都知道，我要说的，爷也都知道
下次见面是多久后呢？是什么样的情况呢？
临走前，我抱了抱爷爷，头靠在他的肩上，拍拍他的背
“阿公，要加油啊”
爷红了眼眶，别过脸去
我不善言语，词穷了，找不到适当的话……
顿时发现自己也哽咽了…
上了车，透过玻璃窗看爷爷奶奶，他们手牵着手，站在门口目送我们
奶奶递卫生纸给爷爷拭泪，
看起来好寂寞…
心情好沉重
Friday, March 18, 2005
pheeewwwwiiiii~
While I was walking on the way home from 敦煌 Cave book store, I heard a whistle “pheeewwwwwwwiiiii~”.
I didn't pay much attention to it till I heard the same whistling sound the second time. I turned my head towards the direction of where it came from, and saw 2 cute boys across the street.
Judging by their uniform, they were high school students. One of them saw me looking at their direction, and immediately wave at me enthusiastically with a ear to ear smile, while his other hand was busy pulling his frd out from “camouflaging” behind the pillar.
hahaha! His friend insisted in hiding behind it, and was determined not to show himself, cos can see his hand grab on tightly around the pillar, and I suppose he must have “glued” his face behind the pillar wall as well. So funny! Hahaha!
It is so good to be young, you are excused for doing many stupid funny things. It reminds me of my high school times too.
But I was never the one who experienced such treatment from the boys in school.
Should I be happy or sad? 都长到这把年纪了，过了情窦初开的阶段，才被别人吹口哨
There may also be this possibility that they were just being mischievous, and wanna sabotage his friend.
But hehe! I rather choose to believe the former. =p
I keep on walking a few more steps, and turn back to look at them again. This time, the boy gave up pulling his friend, and wave to me with both hands.
Hahaha! This made me think of a game I used to play when I was young, “一二三，木头人”,
except this one is “一二三，挥挥手”~
haha! The person will have to wave whenever I turn my head around…
kekeke! Me mad liao
I went back home, telling my family abt this little encounter today
I didn't pay much attention to it till I heard the same whistling sound the second time. I turned my head towards the direction of where it came from, and saw 2 cute boys across the street.
Judging by their uniform, they were high school students. One of them saw me looking at their direction, and immediately wave at me enthusiastically with a ear to ear smile, while his other hand was busy pulling his frd out from “camouflaging” behind the pillar.
hahaha! His friend insisted in hiding behind it, and was determined not to show himself, cos can see his hand grab on tightly around the pillar, and I suppose he must have “glued” his face behind the pillar wall as well. So funny! Hahaha!
It is so good to be young, you are excused for doing many stupid funny things. It reminds me of my high school times too.
But I was never the one who experienced such treatment from the boys in school.
Should I be happy or sad? 都长到这把年纪了，过了情窦初开的阶段，才被别人吹口哨
There may also be this possibility that they were just being mischievous, and wanna sabotage his friend.
But hehe! I rather choose to believe the former. =p
I keep on walking a few more steps, and turn back to look at them again. This time, the boy gave up pulling his friend, and wave to me with both hands.
Hahaha! This made me think of a game I used to play when I was young, “一二三，木头人”,
except this one is “一二三，挥挥手”~
haha! The person will have to wave whenever I turn my head around…
kekeke! Me mad liao
I went back home, telling my family abt this little encounter today
Thursday, March 17, 2005
bro's new toy
Dad bought a new dig camera for my bro as present for his academic performance
we went to choose the model together, and bought Olympus mjuD500
there are 3 colours for that model: silver, blue and maroon
i keep on brainwashing them that although silver looks nice, but it is too common le. And blue is a bit dull, maroon is a more vibrant colour, and a better choice
in the end~ my bro really choose maroon~~ hoho!
like kids, bro and dad started to play around with their new toy
we went to choose the model together, and bought Olympus mjuD500
there are 3 colours for that model: silver, blue and maroon
i keep on brainwashing them that although silver looks nice, but it is too common le. And blue is a bit dull, maroon is a more vibrant colour, and a better choice
in the end~ my bro really choose maroon~~ hoho!
like kids, bro and dad started to play around with their new toy
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
home sweet home
Finally finally reach home~
And saw my grandparents!!
They are so happy to see me~ ^_^
When I reached home, grandpa was sleeping, but he told grandma repeatedly that must wake him up when I reached home.
I dropped my luggage aside and went into his room straight away,
and sat beside his bed, he held my hand so tightly, I can strongly feel his excitement in seeing me….
Yeah, it has been a long time… I missed you deeply too…
Especially so many things happened during this period of time;
Grandpa’s health condition is very unstable these days…
he needs to rest a lot, and almost staying in bed most of the time
He even pant when talk..
Weeks ago, we were told to prepare for the worst..
But now he look so blithe and well, it is so hard to imagine that happening one day….
I must cherish every moment together, 我不要再加深“子欲养而亲不在”的遗憾
And saw my grandparents!!
They are so happy to see me~ ^_^
When I reached home, grandpa was sleeping, but he told grandma repeatedly that must wake him up when I reached home.
I dropped my luggage aside and went into his room straight away,
and sat beside his bed, he held my hand so tightly, I can strongly feel his excitement in seeing me….
Yeah, it has been a long time… I missed you deeply too…
Especially so many things happened during this period of time;
Grandpa’s health condition is very unstable these days…
he needs to rest a lot, and almost staying in bed most of the time
He even pant when talk..
Weeks ago, we were told to prepare for the worst..
But now he look so blithe and well, it is so hard to imagine that happening one day….
I must cherish every moment together, 我不要再加深“子欲养而亲不在”的遗憾
travelling alone
独自搭飞机回台，有点兴奋。因为通常都是和家人一起回的。
一个人也挺自在的，还没戒掉爱幻想的习惯，总好像期待着一些什么…
去机场的路上想着小说的情节，幻想着邂逅哪国的帅哥哥，
想了后自己暗爽，然后傻笑
真是花痴~
但现实是残忍的，不容我自我陶醉太久
在 check in 的时候，一位中年男子行李过重，拜托我帮忙。
抱着助人为快乐之本的精神，把妈妈的叮咛抛在脑后。
“我没那么倒霉，他应该不是坏人吧—”
跟他合寄了行李，小姐还安排我俩坐在一起
他是个很健谈的人，出差来到新加坡几次，这次是来新加坡做产品展示。
几乎都是他在说话，我在听。谈到他的事业、公司的产品、公司未来的目标、他的退休计划、他的家庭、他的人生观、生活习惯等
好笑的是，他说他计划明年结婚，但目前却没有人选 ^_^!!
而且房子都盖好、装修好了，就差个女主人了
真是让我碰上个怪人了，哈哈！
台湾和新加坡的男生果然是有所不同。
这是和他聊过一席话后的感触
一个人也挺自在的，还没戒掉爱幻想的习惯，总好像期待着一些什么…
去机场的路上想着小说的情节，幻想着邂逅哪国的帅哥哥，
想了后自己暗爽，然后傻笑
真是花痴~
但现实是残忍的，不容我自我陶醉太久
在 check in 的时候，一位中年男子行李过重，拜托我帮忙。
抱着助人为快乐之本的精神，把妈妈的叮咛抛在脑后。
“我没那么倒霉，他应该不是坏人吧—”
跟他合寄了行李，小姐还安排我俩坐在一起
他是个很健谈的人，出差来到新加坡几次，这次是来新加坡做产品展示。
几乎都是他在说话，我在听。谈到他的事业、公司的产品、公司未来的目标、他的退休计划、他的家庭、他的人生观、生活习惯等
好笑的是，他说他计划明年结婚，但目前却没有人选 ^_^!!
而且房子都盖好、装修好了，就差个女主人了
真是让我碰上个怪人了，哈哈！
台湾和新加坡的男生果然是有所不同。
这是和他聊过一席话后的感触
Saturday, March 12, 2005
start of school holiday~
晚上在 suntec city表演了五分钟左右，
共3首简单的曲子，挺好玩的~
不知怎的，今天的人潮特别多。
还有小朋友拖着全家来为我加油呢！
呵呵！这帮学生有时还蛮可爱的
performers tonight~
共3首简单的曲子，挺好玩的~
不知怎的，今天的人潮特别多。
还有小朋友拖着全家来为我加油呢！
呵呵！这帮学生有时还蛮可爱的
performers tonight~
Monday, March 07, 2005
Aberrant Me
世界就是如此的小，还是老天要和我开玩笑？
我无意中碰到了她，第一次见到她本人……
事情也过了两年了吧，这段日子里，我学着坚强
学着让生活过得充实、精彩
不服输的我，一直柄着 没有他我的日子也会过得很好 的一股劲，让自己忙着
以为已不在乎过去
以为不会再对不堪回首的往事有任何反应了
以为我已麻木了
I thought I don't care
I thought it doesn't bother me anymore
但我的视线一直跟随着她的身影，打量着她的一言一行、一举一动
真没用，克制不住自己不去往她的方向看
朋友跟我说话，根本没听见，含含糊糊的应着...
她活泼大胆热情，是个漂亮的女孩
在她的一群朋友里面，就算是第一次见面，她让人容易注意到她，善于用肢体语言表达自己，表情很丰富，让人印象深刻
对自己感到生气，
没骨气，都已是往事了，何必像个心理变态似的偷瞄别人？
她知道了岂不乐歪了？他知道了岂不笑死了？
为什么我就不能潇洒一点？
连看都别看？瞧都别瞧？
但瞄没多久时间，满足了好奇心后，自己就主动跟朋友提议到别的地方去
这不也意味着自己在某方面已释然了吗？
我无意中碰到了她，第一次见到她本人……
事情也过了两年了吧，这段日子里，我学着坚强
学着让生活过得充实、精彩
不服输的我，一直柄着 没有他我的日子也会过得很好 的一股劲，让自己忙着
以为已不在乎过去
以为不会再对不堪回首的往事有任何反应了
以为我已麻木了
I thought I don't care
I thought it doesn't bother me anymore
但我的视线一直跟随着她的身影，打量着她的一言一行、一举一动
真没用，克制不住自己不去往她的方向看
朋友跟我说话，根本没听见，含含糊糊的应着...
她活泼大胆热情，是个漂亮的女孩
在她的一群朋友里面，就算是第一次见面，她让人容易注意到她，善于用肢体语言表达自己，表情很丰富，让人印象深刻
对自己感到生气，
没骨气，都已是往事了，何必像个心理变态似的偷瞄别人？
她知道了岂不乐歪了？他知道了岂不笑死了？
为什么我就不能潇洒一点？
连看都别看？瞧都别瞧？
但瞄没多久时间，满足了好奇心后，自己就主动跟朋友提议到别的地方去
这不也意味着自己在某方面已释然了吗？
Saturday, March 05, 2005
a great gathering
Went for the post-celebration dinner tonight.
A total of 29 pple were present at the celebration dinner!
I missed the dinner part, when I reached there, they were abt to pay le. Haha!
But luckily, they all got a big stomach, (or should said more exactly that they are a group of ‘yao1 guei4’ = 饿鬼) =p
There were still second round, they shift the food battle field to the satay place. The satay there was nice~ yum yum, except the place was hot and smoky
However, sometimes, it is not the place that matters, it is the pple who present that make the whole gathering memorable. I believed everyone had enjoyed themselves, at least I do~
The round of self-intro and sharing of feelings for this concert was the highlight of the night, enabling us to know more abt one and another. Me made a few more new frds tonight~ hehe! They are really nice and friendly pple, and I like the bonding they have in the NTUSO.
Rui Ting had even decided on some of the pieces that we are going to perform at the Victoria Concert Hall already.
1. Overture to Barber of Seville
2. One of the Four Seasons Concerto
3. String Serenade by Tchaikovsky
4. Simple Symphony by Britten
5. Peter and the Wolf
Hahaha! Can see that she was high tonight, don't need the help of any alcohol le~ =p
And before we went off to take the shuttle bus, we shouted the “hiphip hurray” cheers, haha! Just like a group of sec kids. Hmm, didn't remember hearing the guys’ voice in the cheering part; haha! They must have felt superbly paisei to cheer ba~~ ^_^!!
A total of 29 pple were present at the celebration dinner!
I missed the dinner part, when I reached there, they were abt to pay le. Haha!
But luckily, they all got a big stomach, (or should said more exactly that they are a group of ‘yao1 guei4’ = 饿鬼) =p
There were still second round, they shift the food battle field to the satay place. The satay there was nice~ yum yum, except the place was hot and smoky
However, sometimes, it is not the place that matters, it is the pple who present that make the whole gathering memorable. I believed everyone had enjoyed themselves, at least I do~
The round of self-intro and sharing of feelings for this concert was the highlight of the night, enabling us to know more abt one and another. Me made a few more new frds tonight~ hehe! They are really nice and friendly pple, and I like the bonding they have in the NTUSO.
Rui Ting had even decided on some of the pieces that we are going to perform at the Victoria Concert Hall already.
1. Overture to Barber of Seville
2. One of the Four Seasons Concerto
3. String Serenade by Tchaikovsky
4. Simple Symphony by Britten
5. Peter and the Wolf
Hahaha! Can see that she was high tonight, don't need the help of any alcohol le~ =p
And before we went off to take the shuttle bus, we shouted the “hiphip hurray” cheers, haha! Just like a group of sec kids. Hmm, didn't remember hearing the guys’ voice in the cheering part; haha! They must have felt superbly paisei to cheer ba~~ ^_^!!
Thursday, March 03, 2005
500 Words Essay
Ted is 7-yrs old n he's very bad W essay writing. One day, the teacher asked the class to write a 500-word essay based on any title they like.
Ted thought real hard n finally he started his essay:
Titled: my lost cat
One day I lost my kitty. I went out to the street n started calling:"kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty..." but she never comes back, that's how i lost my cat.
(510 words)
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